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Friday, January 23, 2009

child

it's like he's dead. everything but his body in chicago is stagnant and i can't help but ache sometimes. what would you say if i told you i missed him? brush it off, it's life, it happens all the time.

is this what it would be like to lose a child? sometimes i'm afraid of having children because losing one would be too much. they say not to live your life in fear, but some days you can't help but dim the lights and pray.

you won't ever know i think these things, don't worry. you don't know i ever dream these things. i want to keep you safe so i keep my mouth shut.

balloons and brothers and water hot air sex pizza arrows lies.

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