spill: dragon, chaos, thrust

dragon is an allusion to penis -
you had to see it coming, it makes
so much sense. Dragon, symbol of
power primal ferocity, except
maybe: Puff. Puff, over at
his beachside cabana, with
his hoseboyJackie He stepped out of
the chaos of the other dragons
male chauvanism, penis fencing dragons
because the life was thrust upon him
and all he wanted was a little tenderness
because this is something sorefully negelcted:
that being MALE means you desire emotionalit
even if culturality says you can't, but MALE
is also a valid existence and it's not just bravado:
do you hear that boys? its not just flexing in front
of mirrors or glaring up your won asshole; it's
not just baravdo! the beauty of being male
is the complexity of exisitence that we share
with everyone else, but is sorefully neglected.

the world isn't about showing how much you can
lift over your head, with muscles and bloodvessels
strain - popping; cars down on your head. its
about the taste of your lover.