cars are the dominant species on this planet. Adams had it right. and so did the other adams, we're just star dust after all. I sat at the top of my parking garage, a hundred feet above that which I'm trying to avoid, and its all I could think about. I was frozen physically and figuratively. I hate the holidays, especially being broke and seeing money just being thrown away for junk. Junk that I sell happily but falsely to anyone. I love my job, but only the part where Im a kid in a candy store running frantically to the next hot item. I hate the consumer ideology yet I follow its creed to the letter.
thousands millions billions of us all scrambling and jostling for what they believe make others happy and I try to make only myself happy and fail. No one's to blame, but I'll do it anyway, the winter. Literally life threatening to stay outdoors, the one place I find solace, and being broke cuts the chances I can "be" freely.
I suppose thats enough, I dont want to be late for work.
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